It’s safe to say that 2018 has been a year of dramatic highs and lows, but endurance has always been the keeper of sanity. If there’s one person who would know that better than anyone, it’s Ariana Grande. Arguably, Ariana’s 2018 has been full of professional highs. She released hit after hit, all rounding up to the debut of her third album, Sweetener. She looked better than ever and she did it all while enduring some serious personal lows.

A lot of the attention on Ariana’s year focussed around the men in her life; her relationship help inspire her art, and that’s obvious when it comes to releases like Sweetener‘s “Pete Davidson,” Thank U, Next,” and the recently released “Imagine.” It’s also why the singer has said that 2018 has been “one of the best” years of her career and “the worst” of her life. But nonetheless, she tries to “keep breathin'” and look at each experience as a lesson in personal growth. So, take a journey with me as I break down why Ariana’s 2018 was so momentous, especially for the fans who keep riding for our resilient queen.

Related:Ariana Grande Owned 2018 in Style — Man or No Man by Her Side1She Came Back After A Year-Long Hiatus on a Mission of Self-Love and AcceptanceImage Source: Getty / Christopher Polk

Ariana’s return to social media and music was definitely an emotional one. The singer hadn’t released new music since shortly before the 2017 Manchester bombing attack during her Dangerous Woman tour. The release of “No Tears Left to Cry” in April was the perfect way to start off her Sweetener era — an uplifting summer anthem that encouraged moving on and doing better for yourself despite the disorientation that occurs in life. To top that off, Ariana gave a surprise performance at Coachella later that month, where fans got to hear the new single live for the first time.

2She Gave the Sistine Chapel a Run For Its Money at the Met GalaImage Source: Getty / Noam Galai

Excuse me, but Ariana did not have to do it to us like this, but I’m damn happy she did! Her Vera Wang gown for the Met Gala in May was a literal work of art, depicting Michelangelo’s famous fresco “The Last Judgment,” which covers the altar wall of the Sistine Chapel in Vatican City. She is an actual angel so it makes sense, but she should warn us before she transcends our fashion hopes and dreams like this next time!

3She Lifted Us All With Her Billboard Awards PerformanceImage Source: Getty / Ethan Miller

After releasing her first single in over a year and giving her fans a surprise Coachella performance, Ariana took things up another notch! The singer kicked off the 2018 Billboard Music Awards in May by performing a topsy-turvy rendition of the song that involved her floating on a cloud of umbrellas and twirling around with some backup dancers. She was giving us modern “Singing in the Rain” remixed with M. C. Escher’s Relativity vibes and I’m 100 percent here for it.

4She Decreed That “God Is a Woman” and It Is LawImage Source: Youtube user Ariana Grande

A mere day after blessing us with the release of her next single, “God Is a Woman” in July, Ariana gave us a visual shakedown with the music video. You thought you knew surrealism and symbolism? Surprise — you don’t, and Professor Ariana is here to teach you a lesson. Not only did the singer deliver the female-empowerment bop of our lives, she combined her message of embracing femininity and sexuality with symbols of spirituality to remind everyone that women are naturally marvelous and should be treated as such. Preach!

5Her “God Is a Woman” Performance Made Us BelieversImage Source: Getty / Michael Loccisano

In case the video didn’t already have you signing up to join the Church of Ariana, her performance at the MTV VMAs in August should do the trick. Accompanied by a group of more than 50 female dancers, Ariana and company broke it down at a Last Supper-esque table to remind us that femininity is divine and you better respect it. The performance was everything we wanted from her and it was made extra special by the final few seconds where Ariana brought her cousin, mother, and grandmother! We stan a family woman!!

6She Made Fun of Herself on Carpool KaraokeImage Source: Youtube user The Late Late Show with James Corden

We all know Ariana is hilarious, but she proved her comedic skills (and of course, her vocal chops) during her Carpool Karaoke episode with James Corden in August. The two look like they’re genuinely having the time of their lives together, which makes it even more fun to watch. As much as Ariana says that her liking to be carried around is just a rumour, we can tell she enjoyed being carried into Starbucks for her soy latte — a “grande,” naturally.

7She Was Number One!Image Source: Getty / Kevin Mazur

To the surprise of no one, when Sweetener dropped in August it was met with critical acclaim. Fans fell in love with Ariana’s fourth studio in no time and it’s safe to say that the lives of Arianators were forever changed. That passion translated to Sweetener debuting at number one on the US Billboard 200 — her third album ever to do so!

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It was a hard year for the singer and she didn’t shy away from talking about how she coped with it. At several points in the year, Ariana made it a point to address mental health and how important it is for people to keep the conversation going. She spoke about her own battles with anxiety in Elle Magazine‘s August issue, sat down with Apple’s Beats 1 Radio host Ebro Darden later that month to talk about the meaning behind her song “Get Well Soon,” and opened up to a fan on Twitter in November about going to therapy. Her consistent advocacy makes mental self-care normal and will undoubtedly help any of her fans who ever feel worried about seeking help.

9Her Wicked Dreams Came ThroughImage Source: Youtube user Blux

Ariana went back to her Broadway musical roots and performed during NBC’s Wicked special in October. Dressed from head to toe in black and green, the singer gave a heartfelt rendition of “The Wizard And I” — which almost made me wish she would take a break to hop on a broom and head back to Broadway for a musical or two.

Related:Ariana Grande and Her Brother Frankie Covered Rent’s “Seasons of Love,” and I Am Blown Away10She Took Us All Behind the Scenes of Her Creative ProcessesImage Source: Getty / Kevin Winter

Not only did Ariana give fans the album they’d been yearning for, she also dropped an intimate glimpse into her world with a docuseries on YouTube in November. Titled Dangerous Woman Diaries, the four-part series takes viewers behind the scenes of some of the biggest moments throughout the Dangerous Woman Tour and the making of Sweetener. You get exclusive looks at Ariana in the studio, on the stage, and generally being the ray of light onto the world that she is.

11Everything That Is “Thank U, Next”Image Source: Youtube user Ariana Grande

“Thank U, Next” isn’t just a song with a nostalgic music video (technically it’s also the name of Ariana’s upcoming fifth album, but I digress), it’s a phenomenon. When the song was first released in November — 30 minutes before ex Pete Davidson was set to appear on Saturday Night Live — everyone assumed it would be a diss track. Instead, the song was a mature break-up anthem all about self-love and moving on. And then the music video came along.

To be factual, before the music video dropped there were the teasers on her Instagram page and an actual trailer. Yes that’s right, Ariana Grande made a trailer for her music video and we all watched it happily. Finally, the music video dropped on Nov. 30, and it was all that promised and more. It has everything: classic girl-power films, hidden Easter eggs up the wazoo, cameos from everyone and their mothers, behind-the-scenes videos that are unbelievably adorable, and was so amazing it broke Youtube comments. Ariana did that.

12Billboard Literally Named Her Woman of the YearImage Source: Getty / Mike Coppola

Billboard knows where the action is, ok! Not only did the singer give an illuminating interview with the magazine to celebrate the honour in December, she also gave a beautiful speech during the ceremony later that month where she opened up about her tough year following the death of her ex-boyfriend Mac Miller and her split from Pete Davidson. “I just want to say if you’re someone out there who has no idea what this next chapter is going to bring, you’re not alone in that,” the singer said. We can all definitely relate.

13She Introduced Her Next EraImage Source: Getty / Kevin Mazur

Now that 2018 is coming to a close, what else is there for Ariana to do? According to her, every damn thing possible! She’s already working on her fifth album Thank U, Next, while preparing to go on her Sweetener World Tour. Whereas Sweetener was the spoonful of sugar that fans desperately needed, Thank U, Next will be the product of “feminine energy and champagne and music and laughter and crying.” According to Ariana, “A lot of it sounds really upbeat, but it’s actually a super sad chapter.” If her second single “Imagine” is an indication of where the album is going, I honestly can’t wait for more.